I love Jesus :]

          Wow, today was soooo emotionally draining, It was my first day of school and it went pretty well, I felt invisible at times, but in a way it was easier than being "the new girl" and hearing about it all day. I had another run in with the cops, but it was nothing I did, it's just psycho adoptive parents, so basically I am getting it all taken care of with the help of god. Besides that, that boy we discuss often was in the hospital today :[ and I was worried sick all day, just praying that he would be okay, honestly, I wanted to go see him so bad, but I just talked to him on the phone and he is doing okay! :] I thank god for that too, god is all around me tonight. I just got home from youth group, and I have never wanted to open my life to the lord more than I have tonight. Like, I feel like he has put up his hedge of protection around me the past few days and I am sooo grateful. So from this day forward I want to give my life to the lord. I don't care if people think that it's not realistic, because I know god loves me, and its all I need. I just see the way christians are and the love they have in their hearts for others, I want to be a part of that. A life and attitude change is in process, and I know I'm gunna pull through, because the big guy up there is all about saving, and I need to be saved. I just have so much emotion in me currently and I need to get it out, so I think I am going to try and write it out in some poems, and just kinda veg out. After I finish my world history homework that is :P gross. ahahaha. Well *sigh* god bless you all, and I strongly suggest that you think about the direction your life is headed in and making sure that you are being the best you can be, and being someone people can look up to. It's never too late to accept god in your life. Until tomorrow, another hectic day in the life of me, I'm going to try and get some things accomplished, and have some reflection time.


peace, love, and Jesus,
TeaAnna Brittany <3

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fact: you lose 100 hairs a day, CRAZY right?

So it is August 24th, and I enrolled in my junior year today at my new school. Good goshhh im nervous for tomorrow to come, like what if I dont make friends? haha, im a little bitch about some things. haha. It's weird to be back in school, but i'm ready (: So about that no middle named boy, well, him and his girlfriend are doing well, yuck, haha juss kidding, I'm happy for him but still. He like, is everything I imagined a dream guy to be and more, and I guess thats the thing, he is too good to be true. Life is just a crazy thing, and I hope I can get good at it soon. See I don't want to talk about him anymore, but its hard not to, lol, cuz he's all I think about. Everything is settled with the whole CPS thing, I'm pretty sure aleast. I'm finally safe and secure in a home, only I like run the house. I do the cleaning and all that. but its okay. I am just super grateful. I honestly was always iffy about god, but when all of this was going down I prayed and I honestly let god into my life and I told him "if I have ever questioned my faith please forgive me and help me through this" and he hella did, my homeboy Jesus came through :] ha. Well, I want to talk to that boy gahh, he rocks my world, hah well, when he isn't too busy rocking hers. Damn, I sound dumb. Catch ya later, and I'll be posting more from now on.

xoxo,
TeaAnna Brittany <3